When I woke up today I was just in this good mood, everything was going good. I was exhausted from the night out with my friends before, but I was just a big ball of happiness. Then i was getting ready and it hit me that its the first birthday my dad hasn't called me and sung happy birthday.... In 16 years. It put me in this fog of a mood. I started feeling tired again and the smile on my face went away. Then I turned my phone on and it started vibrating out of control giving me 56 notifications on Facebook, 12 emails and 73 texts (mostly from sarah) about my birthday. Then I was brushing my teeth and some how my earring fell out and went down the sink. So my uncle tried retrieving it with this magnet thing- and then that fell down the drain too! I couldn't help but to burst into this loud obnoxious laugh- the kind that you have to hold your gut because it hurts. It came from no where- but it made me feel better. It made me realize that stupid stuff happens. It's what you do with it that matters. I could've let it all build up inside and gotten bitter and angry or do what I did- laugh about it.
I know that its still upsetting to me that I won't be getting that phone call, but I also know that its only the morning, and I have the rest of the day to live. Why live it in a bad mood?
Yesterday, I learned that not only is it FREEZING cold at partridge creek at night, but that my group of friends, are more amazing than anyone else's. I can't even describe how much they mean to me. They were the first people who wished me happy birthday, because we were together at midnight lol. I just hope that even when we leave for college, nothing really changes. They really do bein out the best in me. Don't know what I'd do without them<3
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