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Woke up yesterday (Monday) morning with my stomach in knots.  I was worried about the day to come, the first day i was going to spend with my mom in months.  The night before, she revealed to me that she had a boyfriend.  Something i was not prepared for,and it freaked me out.  I was a wreak, i have honestly never even thought about this.  But, i set my boundaries, and explained to her that i did not want to meet him, she wasn't too happy about that, but than i explained how the LAST person she was with was my father.  When i hung up the phone- i felt weird.  I didn't want to see her now- i just wanted to stay home, to stay safe away from her... and him.  But when i woke up, i told myself that if he shows up you can leave- but if you don't go and he doesn't show up you are going to regret it.

So thats what i did, i went.  And i've got to say- it was probably the best time i've spent with her in over a year.  I picked her up at her new house- it was a little strange seeing it, but it was nice.   We then went to lunch, and walked downtown Jonesville which is the area that she lives in now.  We went into all of the little stores and just had fun, she had some errands to do, so i drove her to the grocery store and to some other places.  We found the library and she got registered there, and we took a walk in the park.  All in all, it was a really good day, and the subject of her boyfriend never popped up once. 

The day was so good- that she is coming over to my grandparents house on Wednesday night to spend the night and in the morning, we are going to go to the Ella Sharp Museum and shopping at the Jackson Mall. I'm so happy to see her in a good mood.  She used to be so depressed and never want to go out and do anything, and now i see this huge transformation with her attitude.  It was awesome to see my mom, and i'm really glad i made the decision too.

I'm so glad everything went well, it takes a lot of pressure off.  I know that every time we hang out, won't be as good as today, but that's okay.  Why?  Because- today gave me this little thing called- HOPE.   (:

Going to spend the rest of this evening outside in the beach with my grandpa.  Spring break is going awesome! (: