I wrote this a few weeks ago.

At once, you were gone.

Finally coming to peace

Before, the anger never seemed to cease

Years of pain and struggle,

Only to find you gone

Taken away at first,

Numb to the root of my bone.

Afraid alone and silent

Because you had just gone

No goodbye or see you later,

No Im sorry or even I love you

Silence; quite enough to hear my own silent sobs

You told, me you'd always be there

To wipe away my tears,

To love me,

To laugh with me,

To just be there

Why did you decide to leave that all behind

When you left, you not only left dad...

You left me

You left the one person you've hurt all of her life

You left a child, hopelessly facing the world

Feeling alone, and not loved

You left the one person,

Who only wanted the best for you

The one person, who would forgive you for anything

At once, you were gone....

I've accepted and moved on

I'm not "that" girl that you left

Because the girl you left,

The one crying all the time,

Has replaced those tears with laughs

The one who was afraid of trust,

Is learning slowly to trust again

The one you called daughter,

Is learning to be called, God-Mother instead

Because she knows, that title will never leave her

The one who felt alone

Woke up to reality

And now knows she is the farthest thing from alone

At once, you were gone, and everything seemed chaotic,

At once you were gone and now it’s four months later,

And everything…… is just perfect.