Today, the one solid person in my life, celebrated her 83rd birthday. The women who i am so blessed to call, grandma. I still can't believe that she has reached this age, throughout all the crap she has been put through. I love her soo much, and to watch bad things happen to her, breaks my heart. Today, she when she woke up, she was feeling good, other than the fact the i accidentally spilled coffee on her. Later on when i came home she was doing good too, and then came her birthday dinner. She was feeling great! I was so happy to see that she had restored her hunger, because lately, she had not been eating well and it was starting to worry me. After dinner, she began to complain about how she hurt, but she decided to stay in the kitchen until my dad and nephew came over to join us for cake and ice cream. I knew she was hurting, so i gave her a pillow to lean against, but it turned out that her back was the least of my problems. After she ate, i got her to her room, layed her down and covered her up, thinking she would go to sleep for a little while. But i was 100% completely wrong. Due to the amount she had eaten that night, plus her medicine and wine that my aunt gave her for her back, her stomach decided to act up. I know some people may have weak stomachs so I'll say this softly, i had to empty A LOT of buckets today. To watch my grandma put her face in a bucket and to come back up with tears in her eye's and wanting to cry, makes my heart break. I hate to see people i care about it pain. Please, anyone, WHOEVER is reading this, please pray for my grandma to get better. I have no idea what is initially wrong with her, but i am praying that it is only from the rich foods she ate. So please, if you are reading this, PLEASE, pray for her, because i feel hopeless, not being able to do anything, I know that if even a simple prayer is the only thing i can do, i will do it, and I'm hoping everyone else will to.
So here is my prayer for tonight, and yes i am literally praying will bogging (: (I'm a good multi-tasker! ) Lol.
"Hey God,
Thank you for today, (well most of it) I truly realized how blessed i am to have my grandma. She is simply amazing. Please, cure her of her sickness of her already frail body. Seeing her so weak makes me just want to cry- because she means so much to me. Please, be with her, because i need my grams, she's my everything<3 Be with Noah, as he is faced with daily struggles of a child with ADHD, be with Blake as he searches for the answers in his life. Lord, I'm asking you to pray for Sarah, because she needs your guidance when it comes to tests and studying, allow her to keep her focus and pay attention so she can get a good grade. Be with my mom, because no matter what i tell myself, she is out there, she is still a being on this Earth, allow her to know you, to feel you, to love you. Be with Mrs. Robinson, as Friday, she travels home from Texas, allow her flight to go smoothly. I just ask, that who ever needs healing, help and prayers, will find me, so i can help them. Be with the people who I am forgetting to pray for, be with the family's of the twins boy who was killed by his mother. And most of all, be with my grams. She is the definition of a faithful person. Her daily acts reflect the arms and feet of you God. She has done so much good, and it is time, time for her to be pain free and enjoying some of the last great years and months she has left. Also, please help me not be dead tomorrow, being that it is 12:40 am, and i am just now attempting to go to bed, getting up in 3 hours to check on my grandma again. Thank you Jesus <3
Amen."
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