Exam time..... ):

This past week at school has seemed like the same thing over and over..... review packets, review packets, more review packets, last minute information to cram in our heads and homework.   So i haven't had time to do much anything else, and this coming up Monday starts my most dreaded week i have all school year- exams.

This year i am scared more than ever, mostly because of one class in particular- chemistry.  I have never struggled in a class more than chem, so i need to make sure that chem is one of my first priority- because it will determine my grade. Right now i have an 82%, which is by far the LOWEST grade i have ever had in a science class.

So, I'm putting myself of lock down of everything from this Friday until next Friday, to assure myself that i will do awesome on my mid-terms (:

I might be going to my dad's after school- so this may be my last blog :O  So, in case it is, i want to post this song that i have loved for literally the last 7 months.    I don't think I've ever played a song on my IPod with repeat as much as this song.   The lyrics are amazing, but sadly, YouTube doesn't have this song with a lyric video.  The song i called; I believe by Building 429.   This song has a story in my life.......

Over the summer when i was in Port Huron for court i was walking to the canal, i had Pandora radio on my Ipod and this song came on when i was sitting on the bench.  I was filled with sadness and anger and just wanted to let life suck me in like a tide wave.  The first time it played, i really liked the guys voice and the beat to it, so i replayed it.... about four more times until i started listening to the lyrics, and that's when i broke down.  I was so angry with my mom, and after that song, that was the day i talked to her for the first time, because like this song states, "love IS the answer"   And i truly believe that. The world is full of hate and anger, and i was that day, but this song released it from me.

You know those moments when you realize that God did something like this for a reason?  I believe that God had this all planned out, because he knew that i would love the song and the lyrics.

So if anyone listens to this ( I'm posting the video below), or they just read the lyrics ( Posted below as well ) think about a 15 year old girl filled with hatred, walking around a town that I've never been in before, finding this bench and sitting there for an hour crying, praying and  waiting to have the strength to walk back into the court.  And when this song comes on, suddenly she is restored.  God seriously does bless us with miracles.

Be back in a week :)

I Believe, Building 429
Walk blindly to the light and reach out for His hand
Don’t ask any questions and don’t try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
You will see that you and me aren't very far apart

‘Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way

Violence has spread worldwide and there’s families on the streets
We sell drugs to children now, well why can’t we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it ok

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for His hand
Don’t ask any questions and don’t try to understand

I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe love will find a way

Jesus is the Answer for the World Today
Above Him theres no other 
Jesus is the Way
Jesus is the Answer for the World Today
Above Him theres no other 
Jesus is the Way