A collection of thoughts in one.

Lately, my thoughts have been focused on the hours of homework i have. Sometimes, in the back of my mind i think of my mom and just push those thoughts deeper and deeper, and other times i write her letters. Those letters explain why i thought about her, and why i missed her. I am writing them in a journal that i call, Words left unsaid. This journal has become my reality this summer. I want to share it, because i know that i am not the only one who feels this way, i am not the only one who has had a parent who left- and i am definitely not the last. A 15 year old author? I think so, i believe that God has blessed me with the words i write to have other people see them as well. I'm not sure how, or when, but i want to put these letters in a real book, a book that maybe one day, my mom will come across and read.   I pray that i have support and the wisdom to really get this done. I pray that my mom sometime down the road- does get the chance to read it. She will understand than; really how painful it was for her to ignore me.